- HELLO EVERYONE ! (:

- 21st October 1990
- jiawen_1220@hotmail.com

- LAPTOP
- wallet

i seriously seriously seriously seriously seriously change the way i think of you now . FINALLY !
HAHA !
i'm slacking again ! how ?! maths paper 2 is quite difficult . aim for maths is a2 or b3 .
F&N is killing me !! didnt even start revising for F&N yet ! DIE ! =(

HA !!
things didnt go so smoothly this few days . especially for chemistry paper !
i studied so hard but it came out 1/4 things that i learnt . i really need to buck up on my physics and MCQ now . seriously hope i can at least a B4 for combined science . (:
HISTORY ! it is still alright . it came out china which i totally have confidence in . but for the structured essay part B , i didnt have much confidence in it .

tuesday
slept at only 2.30am . was studying for chemistry paper for the next day and listening to click five at 98.7fm ! i really in love in KYLE PATRICK ! but i wont forget about WILBER . haha !

wednesday
watching 'live the dream' due to clickfive .

anyway , here to thanks those people who wish me happy birthday on 21st Oct !
THANKS A LOT !
thanks amanda for ur unique birthday present . (:
elin and jaslyn too ! thanks for the tortoise . xD


elin, thanks for the ROCK too ! haha ! :p
thanks to jolyn, rina, baoyin, waimun, qisheng, yixiang, kuanwee, aravin, jiahao and fusheng for the perfume !

thanks jaslyn and fusheng for the storybook ! i really LOVE IT !

lastly, thanks to zy for such a unique present !! (:

I SERIOUSLY STARTED TO HATE MY DAD !!
IS MY MONEY NOT YOURS ! I KNOW YOU DID CARE ABOUT ME , BUT I DONT LIKE THE WAY YOU CARE FOR ME !
GET BLASTING FROM MY DAD LAST NIGHT ! STARTED LIKE THIS :
I WAS STRESSED UP DOING MY HOMEWORK AND I WENT TO LIVING ROOM TO SIT FOR A WHILE . DAS WAS BESIDE ME .

me: dad, i need $10 for tmr farewell dinner . you give me $50 can le cos you still owe me $40 for the printer ink thing .
HE WAS SMILING TO ME AND SAID ,
father: why must i give you $10 ? i'm not the one who is going to eat unless you DABAO for me .
i was like .... HAHA !
MUM CAME AND SIT BESIDE MY DAD AND SHE OVERHEARD THE CONVERSATION .
mother: she (me) ar , really wasting alot of money and she dont dare to let me see her account book .
WHAT THE FUCK !!
father: go take ur account book to let me see .
MY HEART WAS PUMPING VERY FAST AND DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO .
i went inside my room and take out to let him see . he passed my account book to my mum and my mum was like !!!!!!!!
mother: how come there is one withdrawal of $1000 ?
i told them that is the bank consolidated the money that i spent in the few months . BUT THEY DONT BELIEVE ME !
DAD WAS DAMN ANGRY AND THROW THE ACCOUNT BOOK TO ME AND ASKED ME TO GO WRITE DOWN ALL THE THINGS THAT I BOUGHT DURING MARCH TILL JULY .
HOW COULD I STILL RMEMEBER WHAT I BOUGHT DURING THAT PERIOD OF TIME ?!!
ARE YOU MAD OR CRAZY ?!! IF I ASKED YOU WHAT YOU HAVE DONE DURING MARCH TILL JULY , DO YOU STILL REMEMEBER , DAD ?!!!
HE STILL WANTED TO SEE THE THINGS THAT I BOUGHT . CRAZY !!!
I CRIED INFRONT OF MY TUTOR . THIS IS THE FIRST TIME THAT I CRIED INFRONT OF HER ! I'M DAMN STRESSED UP NOW ! WHO CAN HELP ME ?! NONE !!!
HE CONFISCATED MY ACCOUNT BOOK AND MY CARD !
O's IS COMING SOON AND I DONT THINK I CAN DO WELL IN IT ! DUE TO THIS THING .!!~
HELP ME !!!

anyway , elin and amanda . thanks for being my listening ear . i did grubble alot of things to both of you . sorry . really thanks lot . A BIG THANK YOU TO BOTH OF YOU !!